Here's a pic of the outfit I got for grad while I was at my friend's in Newmarket! Yes, the hall walls in my house are pink... don't be hatin'! lol I've been meaning to put this up for awhile :) I just haven't been in the blogging mood lately. I feel like I just repeat myself between the WW message boards, my WI videos and this blog. I hope people aren't getting annoyed or anything.
Anyway, I've been desperate to get in the 240's and with my travelling and such so I didn't know what was going to happen at my WI. Unfortunately, I'm still JUST in the 250's. I lost 0.5 lbs this week bringing me to 250 lbs on the nose. Again, frustrated with myself but it's a loss. I really need to start being happier about it... but I just feel like I have so much weight to lose and I just am not doing enough. My buddy on the boards mentioned sometime this past week about how like she see's these people who have like 4 kids, spouses, careers, and other obligations who manage to lose weight but here we are in our early/mid twenties with (in her case) pretty much just a job and BF (and in my case) nothing in hobolo world and we're just losing a half a pound a week.
I think I'm under a lot more stress than I am willing to admit to. I'm trying to find a job, field interviews, study for my licencing exam, help my mom with my wacko demented grandma, deal with my poppa's upcoming internment, get pumped for grad, and then not go nuts for living at home. I don't tell my mom how my WI's go because she just thinks that it's always so great and I must be losing so much weight but then she's comparable to a broom stick and whines to me about how she needs to take off 20 lbs but doesn't want to put any effort in. And I don't think it'll be any easier when my BF and I finally do get out of here. I just need a job in a place I'll be happy, then I might be able to work the rest out. I just don't know anymore. I'll stop whining about that now.
So when I got my usual Subway sandwich this week, it totally didn't have the scrabble pieces on the wrapper, so I went back to Subway with my mom to complain (yay! Got the pieces which included a $5 off a purchase thing). But I had forgot my snack for WI and had a bunch of points left for the day so mom and I ended up at DQ and I got a small hot fudge sundae. It was so small and it was 9 points. It really made me think about how I am distributing the points, like was that REALLY worth 9 points? I would say no now but if you asked me while I was shoving it in my mouth, I probably would have said yes :P There was also a small issue with my mom, a peanut buster parfait and the garbage... as in she threw out more than half of her PBP and I wanted to eat it upon seeing it. I did not. That would have been way gross...
Anyway, I have more to say about what's been going on this new week (in week 5) but I don't feel up to it right now and need to get some more studying done before Canada's Worst Handyman comes on at 2200 :P I love the Canada's Worst reality series! I'll try to blog again tomorrow.
Starting weight (April 14/09): 261 lbs
Current weight (May12/09): 250 lbs
Weight loss this week: 0.5 lbs
Total weight loss: 11 lbs
-Kira
Anyway, I've been desperate to get in the 240's and with my travelling and such so I didn't know what was going to happen at my WI. Unfortunately, I'm still JUST in the 250's. I lost 0.5 lbs this week bringing me to 250 lbs on the nose. Again, frustrated with myself but it's a loss. I really need to start being happier about it... but I just feel like I have so much weight to lose and I just am not doing enough. My buddy on the boards mentioned sometime this past week about how like she see's these people who have like 4 kids, spouses, careers, and other obligations who manage to lose weight but here we are in our early/mid twenties with (in her case) pretty much just a job and BF (and in my case) nothing in hobolo world and we're just losing a half a pound a week.
I think I'm under a lot more stress than I am willing to admit to. I'm trying to find a job, field interviews, study for my licencing exam, help my mom with my wacko demented grandma, deal with my poppa's upcoming internment, get pumped for grad, and then not go nuts for living at home. I don't tell my mom how my WI's go because she just thinks that it's always so great and I must be losing so much weight but then she's comparable to a broom stick and whines to me about how she needs to take off 20 lbs but doesn't want to put any effort in. And I don't think it'll be any easier when my BF and I finally do get out of here. I just need a job in a place I'll be happy, then I might be able to work the rest out. I just don't know anymore. I'll stop whining about that now.
So when I got my usual Subway sandwich this week, it totally didn't have the scrabble pieces on the wrapper, so I went back to Subway with my mom to complain (yay! Got the pieces which included a $5 off a purchase thing). But I had forgot my snack for WI and had a bunch of points left for the day so mom and I ended up at DQ and I got a small hot fudge sundae. It was so small and it was 9 points. It really made me think about how I am distributing the points, like was that REALLY worth 9 points? I would say no now but if you asked me while I was shoving it in my mouth, I probably would have said yes :P There was also a small issue with my mom, a peanut buster parfait and the garbage... as in she threw out more than half of her PBP and I wanted to eat it upon seeing it. I did not. That would have been way gross...
Anyway, I have more to say about what's been going on this new week (in week 5) but I don't feel up to it right now and need to get some more studying done before Canada's Worst Handyman comes on at 2200 :P I love the Canada's Worst reality series! I'll try to blog again tomorrow.
Starting weight (April 14/09): 261 lbs
Current weight (May12/09): 250 lbs
Weight loss this week: 0.5 lbs
Total weight loss: 11 lbs
-Kira
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