I often hear/read people/posts talking about how they have this one thing that is their total weakness such as chocolate or chips, you know those kind of things. I have often tried to figure out what my kryptonite food was but I could never narrow it down. Well, I finally have a name for myself and it is CARB-O-HOLIC. I love bread, buns, cake, muffins, etc. and honeslty could eat a dozen soft chewy buns in a blink of an eye (I never have but I've wanted to). When I was in highschool and I went to Curves, I tried their diet program and basically their approach was to limit my carb intake and up my protein. That did not work for me, I did try but I was constantly seeking the stuff I liked in low-carb form and when it turned out to be revolting, I just lied to myself and cheated.
Coffee shops with their baked treats are hell for me. I can control myself but sometimes I don't want to. That right there is what I need to control. I often think that maybe I'm bulemic but I don't like to throw up because I can binge on this kind of stuff and it feels like what I want to do. I always feel completely aweful afterwards but in my head, it's never really that bad. I sincerly appreciate that WW doesn't expect me to give up the carbs I love so much but honestly, I wish I just had a thing for chocolate. It's not that it seems like an easier addiction (which I am sure it is not) but it's more that it is one that more people can relate to. Well, thats what I think anyway but who the hell am I really? LOL
-Kira
Monday, April 20, 2009
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